Aug 6: So exhausted. I just want to feel a tiny bit happy again - but how is that even possible - I feel so lost, mentally drained and unwanted. I think thatâs one of the worst parts - feeling like I didnât and donât matter. That feeling seems to be getting worse with time. I hate how people forget about you when youâre not a priority anymore - note to self; never let people feel unwanted and always help them if they need it.